Silent Ocean

It's out of kindness not to mention
aura of obscurity in silent ocean
with bottom as a bed of skeptic devotion
and staying optimistic as brilliant notation

I cannot well remember she having breasts
but for beats that drum in her chest
world and its tender sun are out of request
only life her eyes and smile manifest

loving and pretending are not to regret
but fearing none and all that frustrate
while living (life to contemplate)
in mind that nothing can interpret

My Last

Your name
Was my last word
I mouthed
Before parting the world

Your scent
Was my last smell
I sniffed
Before losing my olfactory

Your face
Was the last view
I saw
Before losing my sight

Your image
Was my last memory
I had
Before my deathless swoon

Your smile
Was my last wish
I made
Before I perish

Your love

Was my last bite

I swallowed

Before I die

Night Is Long

In one blink

Cloud covers the moon

While night is creeping

Cautiously as thirsty mosquito

I sit on the edge of my bed

And mouth my prayer aloud

Sun is forgotten

Like blur moments of youth

Or old memories of my exes

Them I took only for granted

When they could even sleep in couch

I close my damp eyes for a second

My candles gently snuff out one at time

Night is long

So long as depthless road

Or that deathless awkward agony

You have to live with anyways

I stand up on my single foot

A quick ache put me back down

I try to stand up again

Trying hard to stand on my bare feet

Coldness of the ground on my flesh burning

Warm breeze in my ear hissing

I look out through my open window

If there is any obvious gesture of tomorrow

I step out of my haven

Stars twinkling high up in heaven

Nightingale chanting as Lucifer

Soulful angelic song of joy-fest

*Posting Break*

From 7th to 14th April,2016, I'll have a "Posting Break" as it will be a week of commemorating Tutsi who lost their lives in 1994 Genocide against Tutsi in Rwanda.
This will lead on going one Saturday without posting (on 9th April) and I'll resume posting on 16th of April.
Let's all together fight Genocide Ideologies!

Kill The Night

Where are you sun?

Where have you gone?

Will you ever come back?

Night is long and frightening

Sky moonless and achingly dark

Only stars above are twinkling

I can only hear my beating

In my anxious thought

And singing of night birds

I can see the shadow of my mind

Alone in my precarious vault

And the horror of your absence

Why can’t we have a talk?

Us alone at the café

And see if we can talk it out

Why have you abandoned me?

Why can’t you show up?

I’m talking to you, sun

Why can’t you see fear in my eyes?

Why can’t you feel tears in my ducts?

Why can’t you hear silence of my heart?

My heart is terrified with vibe of anxiety

While eyes can testify blind of blackness

You were once here but now you are gone

You’ve now became a memory

A wishful thinking fills our mind

That you’ll again show up

And you’ll beautify the dawn

Other countless suns can’t help

They faintly pretend to shine

But they only can see so near

I wish you were at least here

I wish you were here day and night

Only your warmth touches the bare

Your rays dig deep down under bed

Why can’t your availability last?

Just a little bit longer

Long enough to offer stability

I know I’m being too selfish

Yes, I’m selfish; you should know that too

Here’s my request as a poet

Steal the past all your light

And kill the night

Please kill the night, sun

Take back your throne it took