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Look here, I mean here

there's you and your shadow

there's light and no sugar

you can't blame me for having your best interest

at heart

but, how can you be sure

monsters don't have lead behind their sternum

surtout the kind of monsters you like

i am a man trying to love a woman

there's another man on the other face of the map she wants

i am not that man, déjà vu

a dread within a dream within a drink

this should be the last one down my system

home is waiting

at least read my eye movement, Morse code

pay-per-view, the foxy tone.

you here implies you, unlike in my book of tropes

'cause come tomorrow, i'll find you and i'll love you.

Happiness

Ah, happiness, that elusive state

i surf cyberspace but I cannot locate

i put up huts, thatched of smiles and style

the lady i saw this morning

perched on the far edge of her mind

swallowing life around and getting swallowed back

she got me thinking, of thinking and meditating

of life and its meaning

'i must not fear', the first line in my journal quotes Frank Herbert

i must not fear, huh! sure, death is not scary

i'll tell you what is scary if you will not get scared

i'll drown my worries if you will stay overnight.

now that i have your attention dear, tell me, what makes you happy?

my occult dream told me i could be loved too

but dreamland is way tricky and sure without mirrors

my half-lover needs a star out of Orion

when they are slipping away, they get very close

hearts touching, minds groping for a way out

my boss needs my money, a relapse in despair

my beloved, she knows me better than i know myself

now, that is scary, my friend. she can play me on her accordion

she can make me sing or whine, she can make me love like a runaway lover

she can bend me in folds to fit in her leaking jeans

my hometown has had enough of me, and some extra to give away

my deathbed hasn't seen me since this morning, and that is scary too.