Heart A Poet Can't Recite

This poem will say a bit

Just a tiny

This heart of mine

Will sing its portion

                                                                  Words,

Deeds,

They’d all mean a little

Sun above

Can only testify what happen during day

There are moments when night is moonless

So please never blame any

For not telling the story

Do stars sleep?

Does the sky stare?

You ask them

Maybe the goddess of sight

May know everything

Or she may have a hint

Just a brief clue

That’s nothing though

The point is

I don’t really know what’s happening

Within my inner self

Something is wrong

Or about right

I don’t know, this craziness

That madness you only have when you’re asleep

You know what I’m talking about, right?

You know I’m nowhere near normality

I started being rude

You started departing

You know my favorite songs

I know your favorite subjects

Two different worlds

On two different pathways

Likes,

Hobbies,

Everything different

Nothing seem to be the same

I reckon

There may be a savior

To bring things back together

In same course of line

Two different generations

One has to renounce

One has to let life slip

Off hands

So that both can win

In war

There’s always a loser

Beforehand

Before the main action

I may be, or you but I want to lose

To lose life,

If I could die or at least go far away

Instead if winning failure

Only God,

He who knows everything

Who holds truth in his hands

Only you can allow him to spread it

To give life to the scripture

There, you can be aware

Of what’s really happening

You can explain to me what’s happening inside

Apart from sun and the moon

Stars and clouds which are obvious

That can be seen and felt

I know something else, unusual

Something frightening

Admittedly,

Guiltily,

That’s love I have for you

This love

I carry along

I can no longer

Bear all alone

Loving You

Adoring you, I do

Saying you, I sing

Hurting you, I hate

Caring you, I try

Kissing you, I fly

Thinking you, I cry

Missing you, I die

Hearing you, I heal

Smelling you, I smile

Seeing you, I follow

Tasting you, I swallow

Loving you, I’m Romeo

Touching you, I wish

Hugging you, I freeze

Feeling you, I breathe

Dreaming you, I deepen

Holding you, I fly to heaven
Leaving you won’t happen

Our Last Night

In a beauteous room

I made a stupid goof

Of opening my roof

For your flying to loom

On our last night

I saw my morrow life

Hacked with keen knife

With all possible might

We had our last talk

I poured out heart to fall

And my mind wasn’t tall

On your exit I had to balk

On our last meal

I sighed last breath

And lost my love-myth

Eve of starting my reel

Our last dance

Was our last fate

And our last date

Ere closing the fence

Your darling smile

And your abrupt flight

Caused a brutal smite

That sent me out of style

With your angelic voice

My heart seemed toyed

And it was left with a void

There wasn’t another choice

When your heart waved

My tears failed to be kept

Rather chose on being wept

For my life were deeply caved

Sour Life

I’m sitting in corner of my room

Staring at your picture helplessly

Waiting your phone call hopelessly

With tears flowing like water chute

Leaving sorrowful scars on my cheek

I’m standing in your path

Waiting for your turn

With that broken belief

Of having you back

‘Cause life went tough

I’m sitting on counter of our past

Remembering all your promises

And all golden memories you left

Trying hard to swallow distresses

Caused by your sudden departure

I’m now following your scent

Hung behind when you went

And I’m trembling for quake

Of missing warmth of your hug

And of smile I’m trying to fake

I’m starving for the part of me

That deserted my life to death

And I’m not ceasing on crying

With that slightly sinking faith

That I will see it again coming

You saved me when I was dying

Again buried me when I’m living

We hugged and that was nothing

But we vowed, which was something

For love to bind us together forever

Stupid Apology

In the silent twilight

It suddenly started to rain

I wanted your smile to last

But my slight was insane

You showed your heart

But I closed my eyes

You said how you felt

Still I closed my ears

That night you smelt to death

Your thoughts went to race

And your dreams flew with gust

Still you wanted me by your side

I crawled and you clawed your way

You cried, I smiled, still you cherished

I played and you plainted in wail

You cared, I soured, still you endured

Now guilty is great, heart can’t beat

Nothing to say, you are gone forever

I didn’t know how it feels like to be hurt

Until I missed your tender forever

I know what you had was real

And I chose to pass the buck

You offered me your love

In turn, I gave you my back