Sour Life

I’m sitting in corner of my room

Staring at your picture helplessly

Waiting your phone call hopelessly

With tears flowing like water chute

Leaving sorrowful scars on my cheek

I’m standing in your path

Waiting for your turn

With that broken belief

Of having you back

‘Cause life went tough

I’m sitting on counter of our past

Remembering all your promises

And all golden memories you left

Trying hard to swallow distresses

Caused by your sudden departure

I’m now following your scent

Hung behind when you went

And I’m trembling for quake

Of missing warmth of your hug

And of smile I’m trying to fake

I’m starving for the part of me

That deserted my life to death

And I’m not ceasing on crying

With that slightly sinking faith

That I will see it again coming

You saved me when I was dying

Again buried me when I’m living

We hugged and that was nothing

But we vowed, which was something

For love to bind us together forever