Stupid Apology

In the silent twilight

It suddenly started to rain

I wanted your smile to last

But my slight was insane

You showed your heart

But I closed my eyes

You said how you felt

Still I closed my ears

That night you smelt to death

Your thoughts went to race

And your dreams flew with gust

Still you wanted me by your side

I crawled and you clawed your way

You cried, I smiled, still you cherished

I played and you plainted in wail

You cared, I soured, still you endured

Now guilty is great, heart can’t beat

Nothing to say, you are gone forever

I didn’t know how it feels like to be hurt

Until I missed your tender forever

I know what you had was real

And I chose to pass the buck

You offered me your love

In turn, I gave you my back