I Should Have

I arose early this morning

In an abyss remorse

Of what I should’ve done

When you were around

When I was chasing after the wind

I should’ve stopped by your station

Only to say hello to your lone spirit

And when I was climbing

A dead-end tower to the top

I should’ve opened my blind eyes

Only to see that you were beneath

When I was buried

In the fantasy of my room alive

I should’ve opened my window

At least to let the light inside

And when I was a selfish Emperor

I should’ve opened my world

At least to let new born

When I heard an imploring knock

I should have hurried to the door

And open it before it was too late

And when you came by my side sobbing

I shouldn’t’ve undone my sword’s cane

Only to let your wound heal first

When you waved your hands

Helplessly sinking in my sea

I should’ve stopped my ship

To save you before expiring

And when you showed up

From other side of the road

I should’ve lowered down

My spaceship and let you in

When you appealed

I should’ve opened my book

To your favorite chapter

And when your heart

Was haunted with despair

I should’ve showed up from corner

For your smile to arise again

Now I stand alone in my universe

For my stupidity exceeded reality

And heart is reciting nonsense verse

Of what I should’ve done in past

(Apology of Not Posting)

It is my heartfelt duty to present my reason of spending two consecutive Saturdays without posting anything.
From 9th June, I've been seriously sick that I couldn't make it either to write anything new, or to stand anything with so much light like phone and computer screen therefore I had to wait my full recovery.
I will resume posting again this coming Saturday on 25th and I'm looking forward to hear from you again.
Oh, I hope your calendars are still marked 18th of July. Nothing has changed to the publication of Heart a Poet Cannot Tell.

Love!