Apology Of Not Posting

Hello! It's been about three weeks without posting anything new based on my health conditions.
I've been seriously sick for about two weeks which resulted in not writing nor posting as I've mentioned.
I'm now fully recovering and I'll start posting again on 29th of this month! I'm eagerly looking forward to share with you my latest poems I'm writing during my recovery!
I again apologize for my absence but it wasn't my choice.
Keep yourselves having great times.
Shalom

I'll Steal The Past

One day

I’ll go back in time

And steal the past

I’ll steal the past

My jolly youth

It has stored

I’ll steal my smile

It has jailed

A life sentence

I’ll steal the past

My romance

It has mopped

All my strengths

It held captive

I’ll steal them

All the love

I was shown

He kept it to him

I’ll break in your house

And steal all my moments

You hid my mind

I’ll steal the past

All my happiness

He snatched my heart

Oh, the past

You are idling the treasure

That is scarce today

You have my love

You have my dreams

I’ll steal you for sure

I’ll steal you past

All people I loved

And peace we owned

I’ll steal you the jewelries

And fill you with the miseries

For now and tomorrow

I’ll steal you children

And all the parents

You took from us

I’ll steal you past

For future, because

I’ll steal the future too

I’ll steal you

And leave you

Alone with misery

Sweet Life

The first time we met

You told me your name

Again I saved another date

Since I lost my old flame

Then we had a talk

That seemed to last

And we took a walk

That buried my past

Next time we hugged

Letting our furs to stick

Since then on we vowed

Lasting along as our pick

The following day we kissed

Sending our eyes in deep sleep

The fear I had before vanished

Then I held you up in my sleeve

At last we felt in love

Forever for eternity

At least we stand lone

With love like trinity

When we got married

Honeymoon spent in Eden

And it’ll go our last breathed

Before proceeding to heaven

I know we’ll die

Together like stars

Before crossing sky

Flying like Angels

Then What

I was born and raised the way I didn’t choose

I was taught to work hard as a source of luxury

I was taught to pray as the genesis of eternity

And I was taught to love as an essence of life

But then what?

What’ll next?

After all that

I’ll work hard

Have myself a gilded life

As well as a felicitous family

But then what?

I’ll love as I was taught

But I’ll die, as a common destiny

Leave my beloved ones in sorrow

Wailing and mourning after me

But why should I have to love them?

When we won’t last forever together

I’ll die

And proceed to heaven

Or I’ll go to hell

All due to my deeds

But then what?

After all that

After loving and praying

After reading all Testaments

And after the last judgment

What’ll next?

What the use of living anyways?

Is it to love?

When you’ll certainly go away

Or is it to work hard

When you’ll leave all your possession

Is it to pray hard?

When you might probably lose the heaven

Or it is to enjoy life

Every means possible carefree

Why should I be proud of my existence?

Or what’ll happen after life and death?

Where will we be after hell and heaven?

After eternal happiness in Promised Land

Or after deathless burning fire in perdition

What’ll be next?

When Sky Will Fall

Midnight

When I turn out

I gaze up in the sky

Moon gliding brightly

Wondering whether

There is other object

Wandering thither

Out of my sight

Morning

When sun is growing

Still I stare up in the sky

And marvel at his rays

That produces warmth

Deep inside in my teeth

Again take time to dig on

What else should be there

The way mountains

Stand stock-still tall

Inspires me on climbing

And have a spying vista

To see if there is a siesta

Of other heavenly bodies

That may be invisible to us

When we’re down on earth

Midday

Clouds in blue-white adornment

Sun’s rays blazing in ornament

It suddenly breaks into raining

Heavy drops digging the ground

And frighten the hell out of me

Alarmed of what will happen

When the sky will fall down

At night

When it is dark and moonless

Only stars twinkling from far

Faintly like abandoned town

I close eyes to fancy dawn

And open soul to witness

The tightness of sky above

Letting myself to stay loose