Wednesday, April 1, 2020

My Dad, a Tailor

Photo by Alexander Andrews on Unsplash





In this country, a boss should always be bald and have a big belly. My uncle isn’t bald, he hasn’t got a big belly either, and you don’t realize, the first time you see him, that he is the actual boss of a big office downtown. I didn’t believe him at first, until he invited me in after school. All excited, I deemed it to be cubby, just like our living room or that of Keza’s but it was a whole of the world, with moving chairs and everything. Well, let’s pass that but it was grand and beautiful, I tell you. I wanted my dad to get there, maybe he’d see by himself what I always wanted to tell him long before that no tailor can make a big money. So I asked uncle if ever my dad has been here but quickly judged that I shouldn’t have for if my dad had ever set his feet in this building, he would have left his tailoring machine at our veranda the next morning and went out to search for a job, a paying job.
At the beginning of this academic year, our new teach Immaculé requested us to introduce ourselves. We were asked our names, our parents’ names and their jobs, where we live and so on. When my turn arrived, I said everything as it is and…
”But your father is a tailor, why do you say he’s jobless?”
Teacher having known my dad before time, I was convinced at the end of our arguing, when no one gave in, that she ought to defend him. But when you have a job, you are either a boss like our uncle or you have a boss.
“Yes boy, he’s been here on numerous occasions, why?”
“Well, nothing. I just wanted to know.”
My dad has seen this office himself? I was disappointed and a bit angry that he did nothing to get a job afterwards. But anger shrunk when I remembered that we are never hungry and that we always get new clothes on Christmas and, above all, that we go to school. Though until now I don’t understand where he gets money to pay our school fees. Maybe our uncle pays for us and we are never let to know about it.
Disappointment didn’t go anywhere though. How can a grown-up man feed his family without having a proper job? Do people he sews clothes for pay him? I doubt that because whenever he sends me to take their clothes to them, they don’t give me any money. Maybe he does it all as the Good Community Work we are always told at Sunday school.
“A man should always do good deeds for his community to claim his place in Heaven.” Our Sunday school teacher likes to tell us. Maybe that’s what our father is doing. He just wants heaven not us, but we don’t complain. We get all we need.

Sunday, January 5, 2020

World We Call Ours

Image from Pinterest



We named our world, re-named it in graven panic
our parol hung close
names uncorrelated with inherited tunic
we painted us freeze

In mediaeval formation, ought to be were seers
the expansion of our Mother's Womb
could've carried along poets of unblurred leers
leer on glassed future, unpainted tomb

Tuesday, October 22, 2019

I Did Not

Photo by Paweł Czerwiński



I did not write the notes
the night does not glow
when i ride myself home
what come you looking for
in this land, in this silence

I did not dictate the providence
the causality, we broke up
that was yesterday, i forgot
how could i have moved on
it is my story, myself, i'm losing

I did not cry out loud
i was just a friend i never had
death and his lines, gods and their lies
i haven't made up my mind yet, or did i?
there's a  whole mountain named after me

I did not know the face of no-pain
the light is another sore in disguise
in my world, what is right, what is not
this young man's life is brightly parched
onlookers' discretion is ergo advised


\O_o/

Thursday, August 29, 2019

The Rest of Me



Clothe the sore warm
Leave only the pain ON when you sleep
This is your life, this is your way home
I once read about the dying elephant
The crying never heard; 
where's the rest of me?
What's left to wheel me through the days is especially gauzy
But you could read me, oh! 
you could light me on if you glanced backwards
And look where we are, look at the time trickling away, unmindful of us
The ghost in me wants you; 
the devil in me wants me, has me, tries me
But the angel in you wants something else!

Friday, June 14, 2019

Retrospective Jealousy

Sit up & look at me, what do I let slip?
I never knew the way forward was the same way backwards
I never knew retrospective jealousy would ever get the best of me
I never knew friends I had were foes in fox hide
Now I sing, oh how I sing! like a crying kitten in a string
Round my neck is the world, round my way home I trot
If we met, we could've been friends