My Trip to Heaven

what will I write

never written before life

is there any song

never been sung

I walk every evening

in silence to heaven

to pay my daily visit

my soul bathe in mist

still get dirt of time

now that I but live

have lost all to gain

gained all to lose

but yet know not

last moment I lived

I wake up early

to witness the yielding

of daylight to the nightfall

there, right there, I know

sunrise wait two nights

there, I willingly die not once

my favorite kind of music

do nothing but to hate me back

the arrow-like feelings

narrow to the heart not the mind

ache the nights more than the thoughts

my life, backwards, strides

to the death date joy-fest

my light quenches with clock-tick

one step at a breath, we go

me and the shadow, in darkness

not forgetting them I met

but never happen to recognize

or at least, to remember before

now that my life is tied on words

them I either write or recite to the self

I sing my heart out to the unknown

and sigh the past's unfairness

but do nothing but to sooth the spirit

with people and poetry

I write but never read

PS: On Monday 1st of August it will be my 23rd birthday and it is on my birthday that my New Year begins with new goals for coming year and a glance backwards for my achievements and failures for the past year. As a matter of fact, I want my 23rd year to be a year of writing more than ever. So as a result, from Monday on, I'll be posting here daily.

My book is still available on Lulu in case you haven't got it yet, you can get it here. 

It would be a nice birthday present though!